The tale of awkward vibrations

Let's get high together..this is what written on SpiceJet flight staircase and this most certainly was the motto of this journey.

Let me give you a quick background of why I the laziest mammal in the whole animal kingdom woke up at three in the night and took a cold water shower and took this flight which I booked from the loaned money because *drumroll* I was in love and desperate to make love to my love..

That being said let me tell you briefly about how i met your nothing and mine everything..

i met her a year ago in the movie theater. well if the place our first touch would have been anything apart from this then it would have been a great shame to my love of movies.

it's kind of a homage to me by the cinema for all the time that i have invested in it.

when i was submerged into that movie. suddenly she put her hand on my face and said "look how cold they are.." and with a sweet jolt i was out of that cinemascope. although the touch felt like a winter breeze in the hardcore summer, in my mind i said "there are definitely other non controversial body part where the temperature of the hot girl's hand can be measured".just by that little gesture Being a north indian emotionally derived male whose physical contact of other gender(which is basically half the world population)is limited from his mother's hugs and kisses to his aunties and grannies leg touchings for the good luck.. i thought we were definitely meant to be something special and trust me for a while we were..

As i am blessed with the overthinking gene this was all happening only in my head, she was on the other hand all sorts of chill unaware of upcoming thunderstorm(कवी यहाँ अपने आप को overestimate करते हुए ) in her life. 

as you all know due to the recent budget cut in the cinema halls we only have one armrest between two people, i don't know maybe it was a sign to support the one hand community or maybe be they expect us to keep one hand in the popcorn tub. Both were not cases with us so we were struggling to conquer the armrest. Being a gentleman i gave her the armrest and started focusing on the movie, after a while i felt the itch to put my arm also on the armrest so i squeezed it  against her. in my head i was also pushing my luck and to my surprise she didn't moved her hand away and then katappa killed bahubali, as his sword touched bahubali's back our fingers also touched and with bahubali, two singles were also killed. ohh it was amazing, that electricity flowing via finger tips, at this moment i was convinced that fingertips are the best superconductor for electricity. It was pure ecstasy. millions of thunderbolts were going on all over the body.i put my fingers between her fingers and tightly squeezed her hand i just don't want to let go her hand and felt the same grip from her side also. 

this sounds poetic but this was all internal. let me tell you what it physically look like, what this bolts of lightnings do to you.
when we melted our hands together the magnitude of the reality was soo enormous i could not grasp it due to which some vibrations started happening in my other hand and when i say vibrations i mean nokia 1100 level of vibrations it was just crazy. i was clenching it and kept it under me so that she cannot see because if she finds out that i can't handle the touch of her then what will happen to my pretentious macho personality.it was uncontrollable, all the efforts of deep breathing were futile. the vibrations started spreading like a wildfire within few minutes half of my body was shaking it looked like i was suffering from some split physicality disorder. i was being badly betrayed and defeated by my own body i was unable to stop the vibrations and finally i surrendered.
she felt it.i was loathing my self to death. she was puzzled and amazed by me turning into human vibrator she has to put her other hand also to keep the grip stable. it was unstoppable, then she put her hand on my chest and gently rubbed it like you see in the zandu balm ad and told me"calm down, its real its happening drink some water and embrace it ".

this is what it touch of true love feels like. its was once in a life time experience  or maybe be two if you get a 440 volts shock.

i want to end this tale of awkward vibrations with:

“And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.” 
― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower